Too much isn’t enough.

Second exam on math 11. What’s new, still flunked. *curses* I almost cried knowing the exam results. Breaks me into pieces.

I really am disappointed of myself. I know I can do better. I know I can pass these exams but I just can’t. KJSAGLDHSAASIY

Having a hard time loving this subject. Math is just not my thing. Don’t think I’m just being dramatic about my exam results. (Though partly I am) This is too hard for me to admit, okay. I can’t learn all these things. Numbers don’t love me. I have the will to learn these but it’s just not enough.

Being stupid in Math isn’t an issue for me. I just can’t stand knowing that my mom and dad expects me to do good in all of my subjects. I told my mom I really hate Math but all she said was, “You can do that. More effort.” I am doing everything to make them proud. It’s what drives me.

I give all my efforts. It won’t seem like I do, but I really do. When I don’t understand some parts, I ask. But why does this keep on happening. It’s frustrating.

I wanted to study in UP. Maybe this is one of the consequences.

Getting a tres on Math 11 would really mean a lot to me. I might even get my class card laminated. I need more motivation now. I have to pass this subject.

I can do this. Will not drop this subject. Effort + prayers = hopefully I will pass.

Aja!! <3